:)

The way I see things right now... is kinda strange... everything in my mind is so messed up that I don't know what's going to happen next... anyway... I guess it's just about time as I said on my last tweet.... I don't really understand why am I still crying for someone who seems that doesn't even bother if I feel fine or not.... guess.... it's kinda stupid... feeling this way >< anyway... how could people just stop feeling ... it's kinda weird and kinda stupid... cause I don't find the way to stop feeling something for him... anyway... there's nothing I could do about that... just keep trying to heal my broken heart.... just about time as his mom told me. I miss her somehow, she is a really nice woman :)

Guess.. I gotta go.. and try to find something to entertain my mind...

~ghillie